unforgetful month EARLY march2008

Very unforgetful for this month !!! Really !!! i still thinking , " is this real".........................ya "it is" From the answer by the doctor !!! i can't believe it !!! it was too fast for me!! i really haven prepare anything, although MR A already stand by to accept this news.BUt for me ..........nope......nope.............nope...........too fast ........BUT that day i thinking a lot . Am i prepare to get this present from god, i thinking........thinking ......................thinking...........................THENbelieve in what makes you feel good, believe in what makes you happy, believe in the dreams you've wanted to come true, and give them every chance to get into the beautiful world...After accept this wonderful gift from god , the worst thing had to happen into my life , which is the " unfeeling well on stomach" , " eat so much food that i haven be when i still in diet", " my body getting very tired easily", "....so on ( like the pregnant woman always feel one )...............the worst thing is ............my body change figure already..very hard to accept .... this is the feeling of the married woman that always consider after pregnant.
but what to do ? have to accept also .
The 1st time i go to check up (checking the fetus inside my tummy) , the doctor scan my tummy and show me where is my little baby was . At that moment, i smile (with my hubby) , very strange that i not panic which i feel i will do ;but the i very carming seeing the baby movement show by the doctor .
In this special moment, i knew that this is my cute little baby starting grown in my stomach . I smile at that scanner(which show the fetus area), i feel very warming , happy , unbelieveble......., just wait and for the next check up............................